It's been awhile
i restarted right
lost 5 pounds
yesterday...(might as well shoot me)
i ate a mushroom swiss veggie burger, a side dish of mac and cheese, ice cream, and then this morning i had ice cream
what the fuck is wrong with me
i 'm so fucking stupid
i hate myself
iprolly gained back all the weight i lost plus more
fuck my life
i don't know what to do
noone on here but w.e. ill post neways
i started on the tea/water fast yetserday, its going absolutly fab!
so last week i lost 5 lb
the last time i weighed was monday
i lost another 5lb!
weighed again today
thai and green tea today
imma exercise som more
the first post!
tell other users on live journal to join, that is if they're pro-ana.
so i guess i'll start off by telling about my day....
i started off with special K with skim milk (190)
then I binged wen i got home and had a large salad, 8 pieces of chocolate, the center of a piece of pie, and sierra mist.
Luckily I purged it but then my mother shoved a cookie down my throat.
so im gonna exercise like hell wen i get off and hopefully i didn't gain any weight.
last week i lost 5 pounds so yay me^^